First Dramatic Blog - Êpisode One

There will come a time when you feel like giving up but you just can’t. And there will be a time when you really give in. This is not sad. It may be great at some point, depending on how you view it.

I used to like going to work everyday for 4 years. I used to enjoy how things run in the company. Little changes do add up to my interest in working with the company. Until, I went for a very big change. I climbed up the rank. I got tired. There is this feeling in me that if I continue doing this, it would create a domino effect of some sort. I continue. I get burnt. I lack energy. I lose my family. That’s just gotta be too much.

I knew that higher position would actually give challenge. But I didn’t expect that it will change me and how I look at things at work. Then i realize that it's real when you hear the saying “lesser you know, lesser it hurts…”. True that. When I was just in the front line of everyday operations, I just log in, I log out. When I was looking from a different angle, stress builds up. The kind of stress that makes me think about things even when at home, before I sleep, after I sleep, before I got to work, when I’m back at work.

My fall back was, I know it’s just temporary. Good thing I applied for just a temporary position. I was able to go back to being on ordinary employee. Log in then log out. I loved it this way for years. I didn’t think I won’t be able to this for another year.. I’ve had years of work experience. From the streets of Divisoria to high life style of Eastwood. Working makes me feel alive.

I’m starting this blog site to somewhat give all other people things that might help you out. For those who experienced things but still willing to learn from another angle…


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