There will come a time when you feel like giving up but
you just can’t. And there will be a time when you really give in. This is not
sad. It may be great at some point, depending on how you view it.
I used to like going to work everyday for 4 years. I used
to enjoy how things run in the company. Little changes do add up to my interest
in working with the company. Until, I went for a very big change. I climbed up
the rank.
I knew that higher position would actually give
challenge. But I didn’t expect that it will change me and how I look at things
at work. Then i realize that it's real when you hear the saying “lesser you know, lesser it
hurts…”. True that. When I was just in the front line of everyday operations, I just log
in, I log out. When I was looking from a different angle, stress builds up. The
kind of stress that makes me think about things even when at home, before I sleep,
after I sleep, before I got to work, when I’m back at work.
My fall back was, I know it’s just temporary. Good thing I
applied for just a temporary position. I was able to go back to being on
ordinary employee. Log in then log out. I loved it this way for years. I didn’t
think I won’t be able to this for another year.. I’ve had years of work
experience. From the streets of Divisoria to high life style of Eastwood. Working
makes me feel alive.
I’m starting this blog site to somewhat give all other
people things that might help you out. For those who experienced things but
still willing to learn from another angle…
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